Math

If my oncologist's initial estimate of my life expectancy is correct -- although, to be fair, it was just a guess -- then in the 20 days I've known I've had cancer, a little over one percent of my remaining life has passed.

I'm not going to do the math anymore.

I don't want my days to be metered out by a stingy universe. I think this is a zero-sum game. I need to find a better way to play.