Monday, May 21, 2007

Scans

I received preliminary results from my bone and ct scans this morning. It was just a two sentence email from my mercifully cut-and-dry oncologist, but it was positive: bone mets stable and some improvement in the ct scan.

That's good news, and as usual I'm not turning back flips. I have to pull some of the stuffing out of my happiness at good results, so that I can pad the sharp edges of bad results when they arrive.

I've had three consecutive weeks without chemotherapy, but I'm still not feeling so hot. I don't know what's what when it comes to side effects and fatigue and so on... don't know if it's chemo, cancer, or the position of the stars in the sky. I suspect it's not the position of the stars in the sky.

Just cruising along... gearing up for the year-end push at work... half-expecting better days, but trying not to the scan the horizon for 'em.

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