Poetry Alert!

I love poetry. I started reading poetry when I was a teenager but I'm not sure that I enjoyed it. It was more pretense than anything... something classy I thought I should like. A funny thing happened on the way to Snootville, though -- I became a better reader of poetry, and found favorites, and eventually I was smitten.

I've fought the temptation to post poems here, on accounta it's already the least read blog on the planet. I can't afford to alienate any of you. But... I'm posting this poem, because it's the truth. A good poem is news, and here's some:


Emigration

Try being sick for a year,
then having that year turn into two,
until the memory of your health is like an island
going out of sight behind you

and you sail on in twilight,
with the sound of waves.
It's not a dream. You pass
through waiting rooms and clinics

until the very sky seems pharmaceutical,
and the faces of the doctors are your stars
whose smile or frown
means to hurry and get well

or die.
And because illness feels like punishment,
an enormous effort to be good
comes out of you --
like the good behavior of a child

desperate to appease
the invisible parents of this world.
And when that fails,
there is an orb of anger

rising like the sun above
the mind afraid of death,
and then a lake of grief, staining everything below,
and then a holding action of neurotic vigilance

and then a recitation of the history
of second chances.
And the illusions keep on coming,
and fading out, and coming on again

while your skin turns yellow from the medicine,
your ankles swell like dough above your shoes,
and you stop wanting to make love
because there is no love in you,

only a desire to be done.
But you're not done.
Your bags are packed
and you are traveling.

-- Tony Hoagland, Sweet Ruin